Reasons

I mean like, if you get too close to someone, don’t you think that if something happened, anything, that your whole world would come crumbling down along with it? I mean opening your heart is one thing, and keeping it simple is another. That’s something I learnt along the way.

Anyway, met half of island today at jocelyn’s utown room. The view is really wow, and Julien’s cupcakes and lemon bars mmmm yum. I don’t know what I have done to deserve friends like these but you know I’m just really glad I have them. Sometimes not having expectations will do you good because then you will never be dissapointed. But actually no expectations is a lie. You just say you don’t expect, but actually in your heart is expect something one, just don’t want to say out only. It’s just a way to protect yourself from getting hurt I suppose. But you still get hurt anyway. So I don’t really know why we bother with those lies. Perhaps we lie to make ourselves feel better.

Again, under promise and over deliver. Because I really don’t like it when people say something and then subsequently not keep to their word. In my head will just chant fuck off non stop.