Time

It doesn’t hurt at all, not anymore.

So what am I supposed to think about now that I’m at peace with whatever it is that I am at peace with? Like empty, a shell, void of any emotions. Took me long enough. Imagine, if it was something deeper, I swear, I would die being completely and utterly alone. And if criteria raised to tall dark handsome plus virtuous traits, dammit, I’ll die being a nun. Lucky like ugly and bad.

Life now is reading materials. I need to balance my life with some play. Sounds damn weird right? It’s the first time in my life that it’s this way. To insert play into work… well, its a good start I hope. Maybe I should start partying. But I know that once I’ll start, I’ll never be able to stop. Hmm.

Up in the Morning, 9 O’Clock

Hello good morning! I’m up, at an extremely early hour because I have to complete my french tutorial, which I had absolutely no idea I had to do. And also, to catch up of stats reading. I’m 3.5 chapters behind, horrible.

Managed to go down to get breakfast. Today got soyabean drink. I’m a happy girl, beams. So goodbye, I’m going to turn of the laptop because my daily complusion has been met.

Local University

University life for the past 1-2 weeks have been ok. There have only been lectures and stuff like that, no tutorials what-so-ever yet but it’ll come next week.

So it wasn’t as bad and as hard as I would have expected it to be but one thing, it’ll definitely not be easy, at all. Very very independent learning and very very fast pace. It’s like throwing you out into the sea and let you survive on your own. Exiting, isn’t it. Up for a challenge? Go to a university!

Hall has been ok too. When you feel sociable, open your door so that you can say hi to people and people can say hi back. When you feel anti social, shut your door and keep it locked and pretend like you’re not in so that no one will bug you and you can stay in your little shithole and do whatever you want. Quite awesome. So far, hall life is tolerable. I think that as long as you are not submissive and do what the crowd does (like going for endless stream of suppers and transforming into some one you don’t recognise) is controllable. Like you write your own fate, determine your own life and stuff like that you know you know?

Yeaaa so I hope that all of you out there are having fun and working hard at whatever time is appropriate and well, have the time of you life!