I think I’m going for so many trainings now because I’ll be misssing so many of them during my >2wk break!!!!!!!!!!! It’s so awesome I can’t wait hahaha. Flying in a week or so super psyched. But trainings are really horrible. I sometimes wished I was the star player so that I need not even try to be outstanding, I will just shine. But I can just continue to have fat hopes because my muscles are calling out in agony right now. I think I was much fitter in jc because I ran almost everyday and I was invincible. At least I thought I was. I know now that I was obviously deluded, but that’s kinda not the point.
I think I’m quite excited for ihg? Haha like I wna see whats its all about even if I wont be able to play at all (k joan dont lie train so fking hard then dont get to play fyl) but really hahaha like exciting. I want Eusoff to win and I feel like a kid because I feel like winning. Like you know you know? It just feels like tkband all over again like the champions things like must continue being champions thing? Like even if I play a tiny role I will still feel v happy?
K the end, cant wait for Xmas and trip 🙂