You sometimes wished for things to happen, give unpurposed suggestions about how things should be instead of what it is, how some people should be something other than what they are. But it will never be. Wake up your freaking idea. It will never be. If you’re going to what if what if and what if, and there are so many what ifs involved, then fuck, it most probably would not happen and that’s all to it.
You know, people judge. Some more blatantly and more apparent than others. Then some people will be mean. Oh I don’t like you, so I’m going to hate you and make everyone else hate you. Don’t ask me why, I just hate you. I don’t care at all. You think they mean it? Beneath every I hate you, every I don’t care, every don’t ask me. Ever thought of what even sparked off such a nonchalant and demeaning response? Disengagement maybe. And they think they know it all, privy to the ocurrences of the entire fucking world.
If you’re always judging, having mean thoughts, rolling your eyes at aboslutely everything astonishing, then isn’t there something incredibly wrong with your innate characteristic. Or is the world such an unbearable and unsightly place with too many morons around whose actions only serve to annoy the hell out of you. Only when you take many steps back and observe from an astute perspective, would you be able to realise that every single person can be mean and nasty and evil. Everyone can be that person. It is just whether they choose to be, or not. So while being a villain it is not impossible to still be a victim, because your worst nightmare might just come into play.
The computer, the key to the keypads, the alphabets, the internet, the cupboard, the air-conditioner, the bags, the hangers, the pen, the paper, the tree, the clothes, the pillow, the buildings, the elevator, the travallator, the escalator, the lightbulb, the shower, the toilet bowl, the sun, the clouds, the birds, the grass, the sky, the coldness, the heat, the snail, the mosquito, the thunderclouds, the rain, everything is so freaking amazing. If you’ll just stop and look and think, you’ll find meaning in these little things of life in itself. Isn’t it amazing. But the thing about us is that, these objects, animals, elements loses its appeal to humans because humans only like novelty. New things leave us astounded while we get used to the old ones. Like how it is supposed to be. Like grass will always be on the ground and green, like the light will always be bright if you turn on the switch. It is only when we lose it that will will appreciate the value of it and realise altogether again, how important and amazing it is. But the thing is, we’ll never know. Never.