I’ve never understood the meaning of overwhelmed until this week. I think I went crazy, momentarily. There is just so much to deal with and I cannot complain because I put myself in this position and signed up for all these shit. I have five sports now, and three committees. It’s crazy. On top of that, in two weeks, I have four deadlines. This is what’s driving me crazy. I am overwhelmed. I thought I was depressed, but no, I could still be happy from time to time, tiny moments, but mostly, I’m not. I honestly can’t wait for this whole thing to be over. It’s such a dread.
But underneath all these, I know that I can do it and I will live past this shit phrase.
